It’s not an uncommon story.
A young person, driven beyond endurance by harassment, takes his or her own life.
Sometimes one of the last things that a child does is a post to social media, to explain the pain.
Ethan Kerfoot is a 16-year-old, Grade 11 student at Princeton Secondary School. He used Facebook for a different purpose last week when he publicly shared his own experience with bullies.
He wrote: “Bullying has been getting really bad in B.C., and sadly I experience it every day. Speaking from experience it doesn’t feel good, it sometimes makes you question why or how people can be so mean. If you bully and you’re reading this, please find it in your heart to make friends instead of enemies. If you are bullied just know that you are not alone and keep pushing through.”
Kerfoot made the post to a community forum, Princeton and Area Issues, which has more than 4,000 members.
In an interview with the Spotlight, Kerfoot said he spoke for himself, and other students at PSS he says are being bullied.
“I thought, enough is enough. I wanted to try something to stop it.”
He wants to bring awareness to the issue and force a resolution. Following his post, a meeting of school officials and RCMP were organized at PSS.
“There was a meeting to get some feedback around school culture and climate. It was facilitated by an outside individual who used to be a high school principal,” said vice-superintendent Jameel Aziz.
“I am told it was well attended and went very positively. Students and staff will also be engaged at another time, I believe.”
School Principal Kevin Leach did not respond to the Spotlight’s requests for an interview.
Kerfoot is five feet tall. He enjoys music, plays the saxophone, and is learning guitar and the drums. He has a small circle of trusted friends.
Five years ago he moved to Princeton and enrolled in Vermilion Forks Elementary School.
That’s when the trouble started.
He alleges he was beaten three times by another student.
Graduating from VFE was a relief. “And then when I got to high school I realized that was so much worse.”
Something happens every day. “Sometimes I feel sick when I walk into the school,” he said.
“Bullying to me is having verbal abuse, physical abuse and mental abuse. It’s punching and kicking and name-calling, manipulating, stealing your things and then hiding them from you and telling you to kill yourself.”
He said he considered suicide.
“It just got to the point where I wanted to just die.”
Kerfoot posted those feelings to his own Facebook Page. He wrote he was “ready.”
When asked why he did not commit suicide he said:
“My mom. I couldn’t do that to my mom.”
Kerfoot’s developed some strategies to deal with his bullies.
“I do a lot of walking away but sometimes that doesn’t work because they just follow you.”
Sometimes he is passive.
“If you agree with them they have nothing to work with.”
Kerfoot claimed he was physically assaulted in a school hallway on Friday.
“I was slammed into a door, like picked up and thrown into the door and then slammed on the ground.”
Speaking to teachers and staff doesn’t solve the problem, he said.
“It usually ends up with the principal saying ‘we will look into it’.”
And he has little regard for anti-bullying messaging and promotion.
“Pink Shirt Day doesn’t work because I got bullied on Pink Shirt Day.”
Kerfoot’s mother Melanie Krenn lives in Vernon and grew up in Princeton, attending the same schools as her son.
“It’s horrible. You just want to run into the school, but you can’t. You have to sit back.”
However, Krenn has spoken with school administrators, sent messages to the district staff and also complained to the RCMP.
On one occasion she said she was told by district staff to go to the police and was told by a police officer to go to the school district.
“There has been a whole lot of talk but there needs to be action.”
Krenn and her son agree the solution lies in charging bullies and holding them accountable.
Kerfoot asked: “If some kid comes up to me and punches me in the head for no reason, wouldn’t that be assault?”
The reaction to Kerfoot’s original social media comment was overwhelming, he said.
“I didn’t expect so many people to respond to the post. There were support and love and I needed that.”
Krenn was not aware her teenager was going to make the issue public.
“I am so proud of him. He is so strong. I always tell Ethan that you have to be the change you want to see in the world.”
Aziz said he was unable to comment on a specific situation but all reports of bullying are investigated.
“As incidents are often complex, the responses can have many layers, both short term and long term. Ultimately, if a parent or family is unsatisfied with the response of the school, they can reach out to school district staff for assistance.”
If you feel like you are in crisis or are considering suicide, please call the Crisis Centre BC suicide hotline at 1-800-784-2433.
Other resources include: Canada Suicide Prevention Service at Toll free: 1-833-456-4566. You can also text 45645 or visit the online chat service at crisisservicescanada.ca.
Some warning signs include suicidal thoughts, anger, recklessness, mood changes, anxiety, lack of purpose, helplessness and substance abuse.